| Location | Liverpool |
| Age | 23 days |
| Cause of Death | Not Listed? |
| Date of Birth | 25/06/2009 |
| Date of Death | 18/07/2009 |
| Visitors | 382 since 31/07/2009 |
| Creator |
My little angel was born when I was 25 weeks pregnant. Doctors were amazed at what good condition he
was in, his lungs were well developed for how young he was and his skin was just like newborn baby
skin only not as thick.
He was doing so well. As I said the doctors were amazed.
It all went wrong when he got an infection, he got over that but it had affected his kidneys. An
ultrasound showed that there was no reason why his kidneys shouldn't get better but he just wasn't
weeing. After a few days he had 2 big wees one day so I thought everything would be ok but the next
day he had stopped again...they tried everything, even dialysis, they only gave him 50-50% chance of
the dialysis tube going in without puncturing the bowel and it went fine but it just wasn't removing
it quick enough and it was leaking.
I will tell the rest soon. It's too heart breaking to write so soon after my baby went to sleep. But
basically because he wasn't weeing, he couldn't get rid of all the bad blood salts and the potassium
affected his heart.
It is so difficult to write about. I love him so much :*(
After he died when I came back to see him a couple of hours later and he looked so beautiful. I held
him and hugged him for the four days after he died until he was flown back to the isle of man. I
couldn't stop kissing him so I actually gave myself a limit of how many kisses I gave him in one go
before I left for the day or else I'd never get home. I must have looked nuts giving him a kiss for
every day he was alive, 23 kisses.
*~*~*~* GOOD AFTERNOON JCAOB XXX *~*~*~*
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xxxxxxx One Wish, xxxxxxxxxxxxx♥
If i could wish upon a star ♥
♥ I would wish for you back here ♥
♥ I know you're happy where you are ♥
♥ But i miss you and want you near ♥
♥ Although i see you everyday ♥
♥ In my thoughts and in my dreams ♥
♥ I miss you more than words can say ♥
♥ It just gets worse, it seems ♥
♥ I try to be strong for others around ♥
♥ But all i want to do is cry ♥
♥ I just sit for hours by myself ♥
♥ And ask the question 'Why'? ♥
♥ It's the strongest pain I've ever felt ♥
♥ I don't think I could describe it ♥
♥ Although I try, I do my best ♥
♥ I don't think that I can hide it ♥
♥ My life will never be the same ♥
♥ That's why it's hard to bear ♥
♥ Because since the day you left us ♥
♥ I think that life's not fair ♥
♥ Some things seem not to matter now ♥
♥ Even things that mattered before ♥
♥ You have no idea what I would give up ♥
♥ To make this pain less sore ♥
♥ People say we'll meet again ♥
♥ And yeah I know that's true ♥
♥ But I wish it didn't have to be this way ♥
♥ Because you know how much I miss you ♥
♥ I love you with all my heart and soul ♥
♥ And there's one thing you need to know ♥
♥ There's not one person in the human race ♥
♥ That could ever take your place ♥
You're A Special Little Spirit
"You're a Special Little Spirit," the all great Master said,
As he gently caressed the curly blond hair of the Little Spirit's Head.
"you need to go to Earth to spend some time, you know,
A place I send most Spirits to be tested, to learn, to grow.
The Little Spirit, in sadness, slowly bowed his head,
And from his eye a tear did steal and down his cheek it shed.
"Don't you fret now little one, I won't let you stay too long,
I'll bring you back to help me here, You'll hardly know you've been gone.
You're my choicest Little Spirit, you're the apple of my eye."
And he wiped the tear and gently kissed His Little Spirit good-bye.
"I'm back," the Little Spirit whispered, as he climbed onto his Master's knee,
And the Master said, "I told you, you would not be long away from me."
And then, the Lord, He noticed still another tear welled in his eye.
"Why are you so sad, Little Spirit, whatever should make you cry?"
"I'm glad I'm back," the Spirit said, "but Master you must surely know,
When your angel came to get me, I didn't want to go.
I know you said you needed me and that I'd be gone the shortest while,
But Lord, couldn't I have had a little longer earthly trial?"
The Master let the Little Spirit slip down from His knee,
He firmly took the little hand and said,"Come walk with me."
The Little Spirit and his Lord walked slowly hand in hand,
As the Master explained His special part in the great and marvelous plan.
"Now Lord, I don't mean to argue, I understand you need me home.
But I left in such a hurry, I left everyone hurting and so alone.
I didn't let my earthly parents know how much I loved them so.
I was much too small to tell them, Lord, how will they ever know?
They feel they've been cheated, and in a way so do I.
Not getting to share any more than we did, how can I ever tell them why?"
"Little Spirit, I know your heart is heavy with the message you need to share.
But you need not worry anymore, I'll watch over your loved ones there.
I'll send them loving comfort as a strong and helping hand.
I'll content and give peace to their aching hearts, so they will understand.
The Little Spirit looked up at his Master and said "Thank you for explaining it to me.
And could you please tell them I'm safe and happy and that someday they'll be here with me."
"Yes," said the Lord with a smile and a nod, "I'll tell them all that I can."
Then the others came to see the Little Spirit, as the Lord let go of his hand.
He said, "I'll tell them you're pure, as pure as Heaven's Gold,
That I needed the warmth of your perfect soul to keep Heaven from getting cold."
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mummy please don't cry
"cause i'm in the arms of jesus
and he sings me lullabies."
Please,try not to question God,
don't think he is unkind
don't think he sent me to you,
and then he changed his mind.
You see,i am a special child,
and im needed up above
I'm the special gift you gave him,
I'll always have your love.
I'll always be there with you
and watch the sky at night,
find the brightest star thats gleaming,
thats my halo's brilliant light.
You'll see me in the morning frost,
that mists your window pane.
That's me in the summer showers,
I'll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a little breeze,
from a gentle wind that blows
thats me,I'll be there
planting a kiss on your nose.
When you see a child playing
and your heart feels a little tug,
thats me I'll be there,
giving your heart a hug.
So mummy,please don't look so sad,
mummy don't you cry.
I'm in the arms of jesus
and he sings me lullabies.
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my lil prince
zara he was an always will be our lil prince angel so lil but so gawjus an perfect in every single way i love him an always will my lil prince angel jacob i loves you loads bigger than you ever were my lil prince angel loves u xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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A big bear hug filled with love xXx
sweet dreams little angel, from Josh`s mam, Christine.
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